9 months and 1 day

Yesterday, Sam and I celebrated our 9 month anniversary. We didn’t do much other than going to dinner. It was really good food and nice to spend time together. But, me being my emotional self was upset that he didn’t make a post on Facebook, or comment on the post I made…it’s silly…but I like…

Grandparents are Special

Nanny’s funeral service was yesterday. The tea party was wonderful, and my mom said very kind words. My mom came into the bedroom as I was getting ready and said she had some things for me, we both started crying. She gave me Nanny’s ring, the first ring from Grampie as well as my inheritance…

Afternoon Tea for Nanny

I made a pot of tea for Sam and I to enjoy in remembrance of my Nanny. Mom called yesterday and told me she is gone, she has lost her (quick) battle with cancer. Although we knew it was going to happen, the doctors kept going back and forth on how long she had left….

October 1st

I love Fall! It’s my favorite time of year. The leaves changing are so pretty, I love the pumpkin flavors and all of the fun fall activities. I’m off this weekend, and determined for Sam and his son to all go to the corn maze. I think it will be a fun afternoon and a…

Is it just because you’re sick?

I’ve been home for 3 days now…and I already feel alone again. I came home sick…now Sam is sick…but like ten times worse. I was off Thursday, which was good because I couldn’t talk. I had a nail appointment And I love them! They are super pretty. 🍁🍂 Yesterday, I worked the early shift, while…

I can do things on my own

I found my training location this morning, it is very close to my hotel…and so is the airport. I didn’t need to take a shuttle yesterday…but I’m kind of glad I did because I didn’t really know where I was. I love the new clothes Sam bought for me before I left. It reminds me…

I’m here alone…

Well I made it. I’m in Toronto, in my hotel room…and alone because Sam has to work the next few days. I’m not used to be completely alone…in a different place. I’m not sure how to get around honestly…I’m sure there is a bus, and I can call a cab… I’m just nervous. I want…

Why…?

It’s Saturday morning…I should still be asleep, but I’m sure not! 🙄 I’m not mad at Sam, but I know it comes off as though I am when I get so irritated. I hate that. I hate being in a bad mood. I’m trying to be happy and stress free. We still don’t know for…

I made a promise

I’m a extremely emotional person. I don’t really know why that is, it’s a part of me. But I need to try to work on it better. I get upset over the tiniest things sometimes, and I know I’m being unreasonably dramatic and it will cause Sam and I to fight for no reason. After…

I hate when things are weird

The plants are currently flowering, and we don’t have much to smoke, so Sam has decided to take a break, reset his tolerance and let me smoke what we have until we get more. Which is nice of him, and he said he needs to reset once in a while, but it makes things weird….